Monday, February 27, 2006

Focus on the Positive

Since my eating choices have been rather ‘nonproductive’ the past three days, I decided that it would be helpful to stop obsessing about that, and start thinking about the good things I’m doing for myself and create a positive framework for my journey. [Skinny Daily Post]

It's true, no matter what behavior you are trying to change. Focus on the negative and you will always be able to justify returning to your old behavior.

If you are trying to stop smoking you have two choice. You can obsess about how much you miss smoking, or you can focus on how happy you are that you finally quit.

Want to stop overeating? Don't focus on how much you wish you could eat more. Or how much you miss your favorite foods. Focus on how good it feels not to be stuffed all the time. And how good it feels to have more control of your life. Or whatever it is about not overeating that turns you on.

For me it was easy to quit smoking. It was fairly easy to quit overeating. But starting an exercise routine was a different story.

Last spring I wanted to start weight lifting. I decided I would workout from 6am to 7am every morning. At first it was almost impossible to get out of bed and go down to the basement to workout. I'd had this experience every other time I ever tried to start an exercise routine, so I wasn't surprised.

I started to pay attention to what I was thinking about in the morning right after I woke up. I noticed that I woke up dreading my workout. I'd think about how sore I was going to be the next day. Or how tired I was going to be right after the workout. I would lay in bed forever just full of dread. And for the first two weeks about half the time I would talk myself out of my workout.

A few months before that I'd listened to a bunch of self-help audio books from Audible. I decided to apply some the tips that I'd heard. Every night before I went to bed I'd think about how much was looking forward to my workout. I thought about all the reasons I wanted to workout in the first place. I focused on the things I liked about working out, like the endorphin rush, the feeling of blood rushing through my veins, the extra energy I'd have all through the morning even if I was tired. I didn't make anything up. I truly enjoyed these aspects of exercise. I decided I would focus on the positive and see if it made a difference.

Sure enough. I started waking up excited about my workout. I'd pop out of bed and throw my clothes on. I'd bounce down to the basement and do my workout. I even got to the point where I missed my workout on the weekend. Sometimes I'd even throw in a workout on Saturday or Sunday because I just could wait until Monday to feel the rush.

Here are two self-help books that I highly recommend:


In fact, I think it is time for me to re-listen to both those books. There are still a lot of areas in my life that I tend to focus on the negative first. I know because my wife reminds me at least once a week ;-)

2/27/2006 4:00:04 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Thursday, February 23, 2006

Progress Report: I lost 0.6 pounds last week

I meant to post this earlier this week but my hard drive crashed in my Tablet PC and I got distracted trying to salvage some data from it.

Last week I lost 0.61 pounds last week. My average weight went from 260.28 to 259.67. My average body fat % went from 28.93 to 28.49. I gained 0.71 pounds of fat free mass and lost 1.32 pounds of fat.

I had one day last week where my daily wait went above my average weight. That's only the second time that has happened since I started my diet. I didn't worry too much though because on that day I also had to tighten my belt another notch. That confirmed what I already knew from my body fat monitor, I was still losing fat.

Here are my weight chart and body fat chart since the beginning of February. As you can see, this week things are changing a bit.

This week is a transition week. I'm getting ready to start following the exercise plan in Body for Life. I also plan to incorporate some of the nutrition recommendations from Body for Life. I'm adding more protein to my diet and I'm going to try to eat 6 meals a day again. I'm also going to add a free day to my week.

2/23/2006 9:42:23 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Sunday, February 19, 2006

Operation Active

Holly Allen first read The Hacker's Diet in January of 2001. She's been tracking her weight off and on since then and all of her weight logs are available online.

I highly recommend her blog, Operation Active. It is a great source of information and inspiration.

2/19/2006 1:50:53 AM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

Veggie Lust

Before I get to that, however, I want to highlight what I feel is the really important aspect of this journey. Namely, that my interest in, and enjoyment of, vegetables came about from a sort of palate-shift that I went through once I started eating fewer calories and began focusing on healthier habits. Its not so much that I discovered secret new ways to prepare vegetables that somehow made them more enticing. Its more that I began realizing that candy and snacks were not providing me with satisfaction or energy I need.

[Skinny Daily Post]

I know exactly what Jonathan is talking about. I now crave vegetables and fresh fruit the way I used to crave bread, pasta, rice, and potatoes.

I like some frozen vegetables. But I don't like frozen broccoli. I hate the way they chop up the entire bunch of broccoli, stalk and all. So I buy fresh broccoli. It is really easy to clean and cut.

I usually cut up two bunches all at once and put it in a Tupperware container. It keeps in the fridge all week. Then I can eat it raw with some dip or dressing. Or I can steam it and have fresh steamed broccoli with dinner.

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2/19/2006 1:36:02 AM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Progress Report: I lost 1.2 pounds last week

Changes

On January 31st I added calisthenics and some light weight training to my daily exercise routine. Last week I started seeing the effects of my weight training.

I also decided to change my diet last week. I was getting bored. I was satisfied with the foods I was eating, but I wasn't getting enough variety each day. Instead of eating just a sandwich or a salad for lunch, I wanted to add a piece of fruit. And I was tired of eating just a salad or stir fry, etc. for dinner. I wanted to eat a larger dinner with a salad, side dish, main dish, and fruit for desert.

I'm also emotionally ready slow my weight loss down. I feel much better than I did last October, and I look a lot better too. My goal hasn't changed, but I can wait a few extra months to reach it. Right now I want to get more fit so I can be more active this spring and summer. I want to start playing tennis, riding bikes, and swimming with my family. That is stuff that I've waited eight years to do again.

Diet

My daily calorie target is now 2000 calories. This is double what it was. My total energy expenditure is about 3300 calories per day. I should lose about 2 to 2 1/2 pounds per week for the next couple of months on a 2000 calorie diet.

Weight Loss

Last week I lost 1.23 pounds overall. But when I look at my body fat percentage I see that I lost 1.69 pounds of fat and I gained 0.46 pounds of lean body mass. As far as I know that is the first time I've gained lean body mass since I started my diet. But I now suspect my December plateau might have been caused by some weight training that I did in the first couple weeks of December. I didn't have a body fat analyzer at the time so I wasn't able to see whether my body composition was changing. That is the reason I finally bought an Omron body fat analyzer.

I'm still gaining muscle mass because I can still feel and see the changes in my upper body. I'm not sure how long these major changes will continue, but I'm prepared to wait a few more weeks for my weight loss to settle in at about 2 pounds per week. If that doesn't happen by the first of March I may consider cutting my calories a bit then. But I probably won't go below 1500 calories per day. And depending on how I feel then, I may not make any changes.

Here's my weight hart from January 1, 2006 to February 12, 2006.

The slope of my average weight (the blue line) changed dramatically last week. Also, you can see how misleading the black best fit line is now. Since the "Weekly loss" and "Daily deficit" are based on the slope of the black best fit line, I have to ignore them right now. When my weight loss stabilizes again, the black best fit line will eventually tell a useful store again. But until then I just have to watch my average weight to see how I'm doing.

Body Fat Changes

Here is my body fat chart from January 1, 2006 to February 12, 2006.

The change in my average body fat (the blue line) is not quite as dramatic as the change to my average weight. But it is definitely noticeable.

2/14/2006 3:36:32 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Monday, February 06, 2006

Progress Report: I lost 4.6 pounds last week and 20.9 pounds in January 2006

Last Week

Weight

My average weight went from 266.07 pounds on 1/29/2006 to 261.51 pounds on 2/5/2006. For a loss of 4.56 pounds. Here's my weight chart as of 2/5/2006:

Body Fat

My average body fat % went from 30.01 % on 1/29/2006 to 29.44 % on 2/5/2006. Here's my body fat chart as of 2/5/2006:

Last Month

Weight

I lost a total of 20.93 pounds in January of 2006. On January 1, 2006 my average weight was 284.97 pounds. On February 1, 2006 my average weight was 264.04 pounds. Here's my weight chart for January 2006:

Body Fat

My average body fat % went from 31.93% on 1/1/2006 to 29.79% on 2/1/2006. Here's my body fat chart for January:

Body Mass Index

My BMI went from 35.82 on 1/1/2006 to 33.12 on 2/1/2006.

2/6/2006 3:57:18 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Wednesday, February 01, 2006

What Should I Eat?

The beauty of the Physics Diet is that it doesn't really matter what you eat. As long as you eat fewer calories than your body burns you will lose weight.

When I started my diet I had three priorities. I wanted to control the number of calories I ate. I wanted to minimize the amount of hunger I felt. And I wanted to find a way to maintain a healthy weight for the rest of my life.

Some History

I have never been on a low calorie diet before. Eight years ago I lost 60 pounds on my version of the Atkins diet. I always knew I wouldn't be able to avoid carbs for the rest of my life. I planned on being able to go back to a reduced carb diet whenever I gained weight. But as I got older my allergies got worse. I started taking allergy medicine that prevented me from losing weight on my Atkins diet. Eventually I gave up trying to control my weight. I've steadily gained weight the last five years.

Fear of Hunger

When I started my diet in October 2005 I was afraid of getting hungry and giving up. I also felt I wouldn't able to count calories if I had to measure and weigh everything I ate.

Lots of Small Meals

At first I treated my diet as a temporary experiment. I do these sorts of experiments all the time, so this wasn't new to me. The point of the experiment was to find out how few calories I could eat without feeling like I was starving. I also wanted to see how much weight I'd lose. Frankly I didn't believe the equations and formulas I'd learned about. It couldn't be as easy as burning 3,500 calories more than you eat, to lose one pound of fat.

I decided I would eat 5 meals a day. In the spring of 2005 I started eating one package of instant oatmeal for breakfast and I knew that it was both healthy and satisfying. At 160 calories each I decided to continue eating oatmeal for breakfast.

I wanted to give myself a daily sweat fix so I wouldn't be tempted to cheat on my diet. When I learned 1/2 cup of ice cream has around the same number of calories as a serving of oatmeal I decided to make that my last meal of the day.

I decided to split the rest of my calories between 3 other meals. Lunch at noon, a 5pm meal, and a 7pm meal. I didn't know how many calories I would eat per day, but I knew when I would eat them. I vowed not to eat outside of that schedule. I knew I couldn't quit eating cold turkey, but I sure could quit eating snacks cold turkey.

I thought I'd end up eating about 1600 calories a day. At that time I didn't really have any idea how many calories my body needed. I assumed it was between 2200 to 2400 calories. I figured I would lose about 1 pound per week. I was ok with that even though I was able to lose 5 pounds per week on my Atkins diet. Like I said, I was looking for something that I could maintain for the rest of my life.

The first week of my experiment I hit the frozen foods department at our grocery store. I looked at the calories on everything. I was looking for food that I knew I liked, but that was package in a way that I could eat about 300-400 calories at a time.

I found a lot of stuff that met my requirements. Hot Pockets, Lean Pockets, Red Baron breakfast pizzas, microwavable French bread pizzas, Weight Watchers frozen dinners, Lean Cuisine frozen dinners, etc., etc. I knew I needed about 3 meals per day so the first week I got enough stuff for 21 meals. I tried a lot of new stuff but I also made sure I had plenty of stuff that I knew I liked. That way if I found something that was awful I could toss it and not have to miss a meal.

I ate like that for the first month or so. It felt like I was always eating. My family even made fun of me because it seemed to them I like I was eating more than I did before I went on my diet. I found a lot of food that I really liked. My favorites were the Weight Watchers frozen dinners. I found that a lot of my meals were around 200 - 300 instead of 300 - 400 calories. My daily calorie consumption averaged 1200 - 1300 calories instead of 1600 calories.

Ups and Downs

Here's what my Weight Chart looked like for that first month:

You can see a couple of high points on it. On Friday 11/18 my wife and I went out for the first time. We went to Outback. I got a Queensland salad. I've always loved the salads at the Outback but this was the first time I tried one of their dinner salads. I could not believe how big it was. I hadn't planned to eat that much food. I didn't reduce my calories throughout the day. I don't know for sure, but I estimate that salad - with the dressing - was 1000 - 1200 calories. I knew I had overdone it but I was just glad that I made it through a meal out without doing even worse.

After dinner we went to the movies. We got a medium popcorn. I ate three or four large handfuls of it.

When I got on the scale the next day - Saturday 11/19 - I weighed 307 pounds. I was disappointed and discouraged. That was a 3 pound gain in 24 hours. You can see that point on the chart clearly. But you can also see that my weight was still below the blue trend line. When I saw the point plotted on the chart I felt much better. That was the first time I got to see the real value of using a moving average to monitor my weight.

Thanksgiving

The next high point on my November Weight Chart occurred on Friday 11/25. In fact that is the only time since I started my diet that my daily weight went above my average weight (the blue trend line).

I decided a few days before Thanksgiving that I was going to let myself off the hook for Thanksgiving & Christmas. My brother and his wife were coming over for dinner and I didn't want to stress out about a diet on a days that are traditionally all about food. So I ate. A lot. I also drank a lot of beer. I didn't have too many sweets though. I stuck to snacking on pickles and olives instead of pies and all the other sweet stuff I would normally eat. Overall I felt pretty good. I knew I ate a lot more than I was used to on my diet. But I also knew I ate half what I normally would on Thanksgiving.

Friday morning - 11/25 - I stepped on the scale. I weighed 311 pounds. That was 8 pounds heavier than the day before. I wasn't too surprised. I wasn't disappointed though because I chose to take a break from my diet. But that red point on the chart motivated me to get back on track.

The next morning, Saturday 11/26, I was back under my average weight. But just barely. My weight that morning was 307 pounds. My average weight that morning was 307.07 pounds. I was very happy about that. Just one day in the red.

By Monday 11/28 I was back down to 301 pounds. That one day of care free eating set me back 3 days. Not bad, but I learned a lot that week.

I learned how the Weight Chart helps keep me motivated. More importantly I learned that I didn't get much satisfaction from that one day of over eating. I decided I would stay on my diet on Christmas day. It just wasn't worth it. I got a lot more satisfaction seeing my weight chart in the green than I did overeating for one day.

Meal Plan Changes

Shortly after Thanksgiving I decided I didn't need to eat 5 meals a day. I started out by skipping my evening ice cream snack. I didn't miss it either. That surprised me.

A few days later I started skipping breakfast too. I was now down to 3 meals a day. I ate lunch at noon. I'd eat a meal after work at around 5pm. My last meal was at about 8pm.

Boredom

I was now eating about 1000 calories per day. I wasn't uncomfortable at all. But I did start getting very bored with the foods I was eating. The Weight Watchers meals that I liked in the beginning all started tasting the same. I started buying other frozen foods. I got a lot of burritos, mini chimichangas, taquitos, microwave french fries (amazingly good BTW, even better than oven bake fries and they are in a convenient 400 calorie package), and frozen pizzas.

I ate like that for the first 2 or 3 weeks of December. Here is my Weight Chart through the end of December:

It isn't as obvious on that chart as it was at the time, but from 12/05 - 12/17 my weight hovered around 290 pounds. That two weeks felt like two years. But even though I wasn't losing weight on a daily basis, I could still see my moving average go down. That helped more than you can imagine.

It was in the middle of that plateau that I heard about the book Eat, Drink, and be Healthy. I checked out a copy of the first edition from the local library and read it. I decided to try out the recommendations in the book for at least two weeks.

Our next trip to the grocery store was on Friday December 16. I bought some apples, pears, fresh pineapple, stuff for salad, stuff to make my own salad dressing, a variety of frozen mixed vegetables, brown rice, and some nuts. I also decided to change my meal schedule again. Now I was going to eat oatmeal for breakfast, fruit or a salad for lunch, and vegetables and rice for dinner. I was still a bit nervous about eating one meal in the evening. But I thought I'd try the new schedule for two weeks too. If it didn't work, I could always go back to my old schedule.

The next day I had some fresh pineapple, a pear, and an apple. I put all the fruit in a bowl. I was amazed how much food there was. Especially since the entire meal was under 300 calories. But I was skeptical that it would fill me up and satisfy me. I was not disappointed. In fact I almost couldn't finish my lunch there was so much food. That was the first time since I started my diet that I was very full from eating a normal diet meal.

For my first healthy dinner I made a stir fry with broccoli, peppers, onions, mushrooms, water chestnuts and brown rice. I was skeptical again, but I was satisfied. There was a lot of food and it was very tasty.

For the next couple of weeks I rotated salads and fruit salads for lunch. Most of my dinners were stir fry, but sometimes I had a salad instead.

Since then I have branched out a bit. I recently bought a food steamer. I also started eating a low calorie sandwich that I threw together one day. But I am still following the recommendations in Eat, Drink, and Be Healthy and I'm loving. Best of all, my weight loss is more predictable and stable than ever. I broke through my last plateau just a few days after I started eating this way, and I haven't looked back since.

A Lifelong Change

The most important thing to me is that I know I'll be able to eat this way for the rest of my life. And I know I won't feel deprived or get bored. I also know I'll be healthier and happy for it.

In the end, what you eat is up to you. Look for foods that will satisfy your appetite and your cravings. Look for foods that help you avoid feeling deprived. Add variety to your diet. Keep experimenting. If you control the number of calories you eat you can lose weight eating anything.

2/1/2006 5:04:19 AM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Tuesday, January 31, 2006

'Obesity Epidemic' Overblown, Conclude UCLA Sociologists

I don't have much to say about the main point of this report, which is that the media coverage of obesity effects the plight of fat rights activists. But I do take exception with fact that she uses a known flawed study to support her arguments.

While the proportion of Americans who can be classified as obese may have risen 20 percent since 1980, the so-called obesity epidemic is at best a metaphor and not a very effective one at that, suggests a UCLA study in the current issue of the Journal of Health Politics, Policy and Law.

...

"The term 'epidemic' refers to the rapid and episodic onset of infectious diseases and is associated with fear of sudden widespread death," she said. "Deaths attributed to obesity are calculated using odd ratios, which are often only slightly higher for those in the obese categories. This is a much looser use of the term 'epidemic' than, say, the flu epidemic."

In fact, recent research has found no appreciable difference in mortality rates among fat Americans with a BMI less than 35.

via Starling Fitness

The recent research she is referring to is the study "Excess deaths associated with underweight, overweight, and obesity." by Flegal KM, Graubard BI, Williamson DF et al. published in JAMA in 2005. Unfortunately that study was flawed in ways that have been well understood since the 80s. For more information see:

Flawed Obesity Study Minimizes Health Risks of Excess Weight

The authors of that report had an opportunity to respond to their critics in a symposium held on May 26, 2005. They declined to participate in that symposium. You can see a webcast of the symposium here:

Weighing the Evidence

1/31/2006 3:33:03 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

 Monday, January 30, 2006

Diet Progress: I lost another 4.4 pounds last week

My average weight dropped another 4.43 pounds last week. Since the middle of December my weight loss has stabilized at about 4.5 pounds per week. I have gone about a month and a half since my last plateau. I think that is mostly due to the changes I made to my diet in the middle of December.

I'll talk more about that change in the near future, but basically I cut out all high glycemic load foods and started eating more fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains. Since then my weight loss and appetite are much more predictable and stable.

Here's my Weight Chart for Sunday, January 29, 2006:

1/30/2006 2:50:45 PM (GMT Standard Time, UTC+00:00)  #   

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